.:A Blue St Patrick's Day:.
St Patrick's is an Irish celebration.However, I am not Irish so I don't bother being dressed in green.Just another Saturday spending my mornings and afternoon with my house mates at Spring vale to do our weekly grocery shopping.By the time I reach home I have to get ready to church as We-Ki will be coming around my place soon.
After church, I made all my way to the city and meet up with Charmaine, Vince, Yu Yee and Marcus for dinner at soul mama located at St Kilda Beach.As usual I take forever to head to the city.Since I had the time, I might as well call someone to catch up on how they are doing.Called my most babified friend of all time - Syed. Had a long 30 -40 minutes chat with him. Well I feel what he is going through and I really wish that there is something I could help him. He really should have called me when he needed someone to talk to.Sorry Syed didn't know that you were going through some hard times.Listening to him, I feel rather emotional.The things we are going through are not making us any happier.We cannot move on. Stuck in the past that still lingers in our memory.
At dinner, I kept on mentioning that I am such a lamp post and make myself sound like I am in a dire need for someone special.Doing that in someway had ticked Charmaine off. That kept me thinking.Why do I keep on pondering on negative thoughts ? Simple reason is I want to.It feels good and it allows people to pity me. The attention is good enough to cure the negativity.
So much for St Patrick's Day I was not lucky at all..........
5 Comments:
at times,i just sit and mumble myself...
coz i never liked troubling anyone..
i'm already having problems...
didn't wanna burden anyone with my issues..
but really appreciate your concerns the other day..
was nice of you to call and ask how am i goin...
this is what babified friends are actually...
being there whenever you need them..
and don't worry..we'll have an awesome lunch session soon...
There is time where we will have some hard times in life, so dun be emo after listenin to people's problem, this will make them feel bad =p
Im not sure what's the past that lingerin but just hang in there both of u~!!Syed, u can on ur web cam and see my face when u r feelin down...me n my round face wil cheer u up =P
take care dudes..
Syed,
Just call me when you need someone to talk to.3 to 3 is Free dude..and i am waiting for that special lunch!!!!
Penny,
Thanks for the comforting words.Well, i guess i am emo cause both me and syed had similar problems.It is like re-living the issue all over again.i am okay now so dont worry..
"...somone to pity me"???
(speechless) -_-"
Yes my evil twin thats true eheheh
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