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Thursday, September 28, 2006

.:My Sexual Skills:.





What Is Your Best Sexual Skill?
Name:
Age:
Sex:
Sexuality:
Flirting Skill Level - 29%






























Kissing Skill Level - 47%






























Cudding Skill Level - 74%






























Sex Skill Level - 83%






























Why They Love You You know how to push their buttons.
Why They Hate You You kiss better than them.
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3 Comments:

83%?
Buwawahahahaha! Are u sure they didn't get the figures upside down or something, dude?
:)

By Anonymous Vince T, at 8:06 PM  

Waliao...real or not ???

By Blogger A To Tha D, at 11:13 PM  

haha i dont know maybe it is just an indicator..

By Blogger BlurrY D, at 7:39 PM  

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Wednesday, September 27, 2006

.:Happy Birthday Blog!!!!:.

One year has passed and my blog is one year oldWith 56 number of entry.One year of all my ups and down.My joys and tears.My blood and sweat.

Happy Birthday bloggie..Its has been a journey.I cant belive that I am able to keep this blog for a year. I used to change blog like once every 2 to 3 months.Something like what is Sean Siew doing.A lot has happend since September 2005.Hopefully the next 1 year will be much better.It can only get better and not worst.Besides that I am also growing older.Hehehe *Hint Hint*

Just want to thank friends that do visit my blog and comment.Thanks for your support,I will keep at it..

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Thank you for your support, I am still wearing it! :P

By Anonymous Vince T, at 2:15 PM  

Haha i thought of that but i know a lot of people will not get what i mean..Yea thanks again and i am still wearing it..i think..hehe

By Blogger BlurrY D, at 2:36 PM  

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Monday, September 25, 2006

.:Too far from comfort:.

Why do I feel so uncomfortable? Why am I constantly down and feeling so lost? I had never felt so low in my life.I know I decided to come here , but it is so different from what I really expected it to be.Sometimes, I talk to no one verbally for days.I seems so invisible here, so lifeless as if I am the only person in the whole wide world.I am really trying to find something more than just a life here but a meaning of what this whole deal is all about.Perhaps, like a mate of mine said it is a test.I am sick and tired being sick and tired.I am hanging on the edge for far too long, soonner or later I will let go and fall. Come to think of it I rather fall than hang on cause it take more effort. I am left with nothing.Picture a house with empty decorations.That is what I am now.I just want God to fill me, i am thirsty fill my cup oh Lord...

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Joshua 1:9 - Be bold, and take courage, do not be afraid or be dismay. For the Lord our God is with you wherever you go.

You are never alone. He is just waiting for you to go back to him. Yes, you may not see him but if open up your heart, you'll be surprised how much you can feel Him.

Life on earth is meaningless if you do not have a direction or goal. Go back to basics...What is your ultimate goal? What are you striving for in the NEAR future?

By Blogger A To Tha D, at 2:32 PM  

Thanks adrian T...I am just wondering when will deserve my dreams...When?

By Blogger BlurrY D, at 2:37 PM  

when God thinks you're ready and when HIs timing comes to past...you know his timing is alwayz PERFECt...i used to have da very same question but i'm beginning to see signs happening...

By Blogger A To Tha D, at 1:39 AM  

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Thursday, September 21, 2006

.:Collide with Destiny:.

Collide With Destiny

It has been a while,
But it seems like,
It’s been forever.

Things change,
As time ticks away,
Every dawn,
Every dusk,
Is it a step closer?

To some thing I dream of,
Something that will be everlasting
Something fragile yet unbreakable,

I never felt so numb before,
Never felt so empty inside,
But I will wait for the day,
When I,
Collide with Destiny.

The season of summer,
Seems like it was
The coldest winter.

So when?
How long?
The day,
That our stars,
Will meet in harmony.

When will the gusting,
Yet gentle winds,
Come sweep me again,

I Never felt so numb before,
Never feel so empty inside,
But I will wait for the day,
When I,
Collide with Destiny.

Cause all I want is to be tugged by your warmth,
Cause all I want is to see your eyes that mesmerize my soul,
Cause all I want is you to make me whole.


I never felt so numb before,
Never feel so empty inside,
But I will wait for the day,
When I,
Collide with Destiny.

When I,
Collide with Destiny x 2

When I,
Collide with You……

Written and Composed by Blurry D....

4 Comments:

Somehow I can sort of understand the feel to the lyrics... The words does speak to me in some way..

When we collide with destiny... Just wonder why you used the word "collide"...

By Blogger fun fun ^_^, at 1:10 AM  

For real ? You actually wrote that ? Damn cool wei...

By Blogger A To Tha D, at 8:06 PM  

For real ? You actually wrote that ? Damn cool wei...

By Blogger A To Tha D, at 8:07 PM  

Yeap i did hehe

By Blogger BlurrY D, at 9:38 PM  

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Monday, September 18, 2006

.:The End is Near..:.

Yeap it is , 1 month more this semester will end.Lang Tengah is still so fresh in my mind.I have been really busy the last week.Thanks to assignments , test and Monash.Sigh!! The workload of a 3rd year student does not seem to end.Last week was not just a busy week for me, it was also a dreadful week.I fell sick again, like the third time since the semester started.Gosh!! I was coughing like a sick puppy.

So what do you do when you are sick ? Normally, you see a doctor and get medication.I didnt,just too lazy to go and see one.Though, I have health cover it takes forever for me to claim my consultation fees.So I just bought a bottle of something that looks like the above.Look kinda cool for a cough mixture.Mind you it is a very strong medication.Made me woozy man!! I am not kidding.Serious stuff.
Just a random photo that I found in my library of photos.Taken by Reagan.This photo was taken weeks back in Glen Waverly.While walking towards Pancake Palour we found this funny reflctive mirror.Snap we took a picture of ourselves.It made us look 3 feet shorter.

Even though I was quite busy, I did find sometime to celebrate Jessica's 21st Birthday at Lavish.Situated in a new area in the heart of Melbourne called Docklands.Lavish is a place where it is patronised by asian.I was kinda of the worst club I have ever been to.I had bad ones before but this one seems to be real bad.I did not really enjoy myself.The songs were repeated frequently.The dancefloor was the size of a toilet.It was a tiny club with a million people packed in it.Sardine packed man!!! However, I got to admint something.The gals in the club were hot and gorgeous!!! Most of them look like they we models or something along that line.*Giggles* All I did was look at them for a far the whole night long.Reason being I was coughing like sick puppy aint a good pick up line.Plus, I looked like a pile of crap.So forget about hitting on anyone I just wanted to go home.Oh ya! There is not place for patrons to sit only VIP have a place to sit.Sucks rite?
Me, Wei Leong, Cason and Wai Ho.

Me and Jess (She is actually drunk when she too the photo, she is faking being sober)

Yea the first half of the assignments are done with.The second half of it is yet to come within the next week.3 assignments , 1 written test, 1 oral test and 1 presentation more to go.Funny, eversince I started my studies here in Melbourne I seem to have a lot more assignments compared to the time when I was in Malaysia.It is weird...

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Clubber kid !!! Sick stil lgo clubbin..some people...

By Blogger A To Tha D, at 8:09 PM  

eheheheh oh well friendships means a lot to me..

By Blogger BlurrY D, at 9:51 PM  

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Tuesday, September 12, 2006

.:The day The World Stood Still:.

It's has been 5 years since the world stood still and watch one of mankind's greatest monuments crumble to its feet. Septemer 11 2001.I am sure the world will forever remember today as it is in history.Needless to say , a lot has happend in the last 5 years.Many soul have died.Some people had move on , but some are still struck still by the incident 5 years ago.All in all, it hit many of us where we least expected it.Some knew that day was coming.Whatever it is, lets all put it behind us and move on with life that is a volatile as it can be.We never will know what will happend tomorrow.

The cross at ground zero.

I constantly ask myself this question "Will something like this struck twice?" God knows what will the future holds.I have a feeling that something similiar will strike twice and maybe with a larger magnitude..

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Friday, September 08, 2006

.:An expensive Friday.:.

Indeed it is, not because I went shopping or anything but my badminton racquet broke.I somehow knew it was inevitable.Saw the cracks on the racquet a few months back and I knew it would eventually happend.Why it broke it because of the tension of the racquet.Each badminton racquet has own tension limit.For this racquet it is 21lbs, but I string it up to 23 lbs which over the limit.I did a jumping smash while playing and it has reach its threshold.



The broken racquet


Bye bye Yonex Titanium Pro 30 you have serve me well.You made played good and shitty games.Now is time to get a new one, hopefully a good one..

4 Comments:

Play until so power...tsk tsk tsk...

Pretty sure you're da evil one (chuckles)

By Anonymous Adrian Teh, at 9:47 PM  

hahah well i am good rite hehehe..i am always the devilish angel...muahahh

By Blogger BlurrY D, at 11:31 PM  

Ish...devilish angel pulak...you're either spreading light or darkness...choose or forever hold your peace... Anywayz, are those like real titanium or izit da name only...

By Anonymous Adrian Teh, at 11:46 PM  

Titanium Mesh it is a composite kinda stuff..ask a material engineer if you know one i am not sure how to explain it

By Blogger BlurrY D, at 8:11 AM  

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Tuesday, September 05, 2006

.:Steve Irwin (1962 - 2006):.

More commonly known as cricky or The crocodile hunter.Died today at 11.00 am (Local australian time).Today was a day that many grief to loss of one person protect mother nature who eventually took his life.An irony.Here was a man died doing what he love, in the army it would be phrased as Killed in Action (KIA).Died by a Stingray Barb that punctured his heart while filming a video for his kid.My deepest condolences to Irwin's family and dear ones.It was an unfortunate event as many have loved him and honoured him.Although there are many contraversy about him.I personally think that should be put aside.He was an Australian legend.It is sad to leave his wife and 2 lovely young kids behind.I am pretty sure he would have been a good father.He would be missed.

Rest in Peace......

Source: Wikipedia

The late Steve Irwin( 1962- 2006)

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Yea really felt sad for him! can't believe he will be killed by a stingray! my deepest condolences to his family! hope her wife will be brave and take good care of their 2 child!what a loss...

By Blogger life of a lonely girl., at 10:02 PM  

It's Crikey not Cricky :)

By Anonymous Jinny, at 10:49 AM  

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Sunday, September 03, 2006

.:Happy is a Yuppie word:.

There is always something that makes you happy. Being happy is what we as human always strive to be.The sad part is good things does end eventually. People buy things, look for love,makes friends just to be bit happier in their lives.It the constant circle in life.Lets admit it that we are always pretending to be happy because just dont want to feel sad.

Am I really happy now? Am I truthfully happy or pretending to be happy? Everyone has their happy moments, as for me I can never forget the happy moments I had.Sometimes we try to hard to be happy. We go for the best in life but sometimes best things arent the best for you.Even we have to settle with second best .Be happy.As things that are second bests can much better than best things in life.No, will be the answer to the above questions.Somehow, I am empty.I dont know what I want, what I need.Suddenly out of the blue I feel lost.Gosh! These random thoughts of whats going to happend the next year or the next few months crashes me into obilivion.What is keeping me to ponder on such thoughts? I really want to know! Seems like things are back to square one.Like how it was back in semester one.

I am hoping that God is not playing one of those nasty tricks on me again.Seems like nothing is working out for me.Its been more than 6 months and I still cannot get used to the life here.Some weekends can be so lonesome.I am created to be relational person.Communication is what I do best.My cup of tea.I love chat and talk.It just me.Did I make certain mistake that I could have avoided? Yes. Can I undo them? I dont know.I want a hint on why my Heavenly Father has given me this journey.At least I know what I expect and what goals to acheive.Imagine when your world turns to black and white.You only can enjoy the shades of black and white.That is what I am feeling.I never was caught up with these kinda of feelings even when I did not have much friends back in secondary school.Quote from Audrey W "I hate this feeling!!". Truly I do hate this feeling.However, what emotions am I feeling? Again , I dont know.

Seems like this journey is never ending.I am just waiting for something to happend.Sitting, waiting and wishing for something that can change my life here in Melbourne.What will it be ? How would it happend? Is a question that only God can answer.Somethings are just out of my reach for now. I wish I had a better chance in somethings.Too bad I settled for what I belive was the best for me.I would not say it was wrong.I just somehow made a mistake that made everything bitter.I cant be buying things all the time I will soon go broke.I cant look for love, I am just fearful of it.I cant look for friends as they have their own clique. This goes out to God.My God.Help me,show your way in my life.I dont want to waste my time here being emotional.I know there is more to this life.Show me the abundance of life like you always did.Help me.....

"Life on the track seems like there is no right turns."


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Wow since when are everyone starting to be so emotional i wonder ? Well for me the words happy is that all my family member is healthy and we has shelter to stay has enough food to eat nothing bad happen to me and my family! thats called happy.. you can get happiness in many ways just is that you want a simple way or complicated ways

By Blogger life of a lonely girl., at 11:10 AM  

Hey... I tot of all these questions before u know... Coz I'm kinda emotional as well... Rite now I may not be totally happy but I'm grateful for things as they are now lah...

By Blogger fun fun ^_^, at 11:19 PM  

Sometimes it is just so hard to be grateful.At the back of yur mind you know you should.At times you just let your feeling and emotions overcome what is in your head.

By Blogger BlurrY D, at 2:40 PM  

hey you

i never really left a comment here before but i felt that i should do so this time. I'm sorry it's been tough for you since coming to Melbourne! i suppose it's one of those days where u get all reflective and all the not-so-happy memories bog you down. but cheer up! know that your life journey has already been planned out in God's hands!Remember how happy you were when u found out that you managed to get to Monash in Melbourne? all the crazy jumping, shouting (and scaring yr neighbours) hahhaa! so yeah! God definitely has a bigger plan for you to be here, just that you can't see it now cuz you're in the midst of the process. i'm sure in the future when u look back at it in hindsight, you will understand His ways better.

In any case, you have my number.Call if you just wanna chat.Samore it's free so no excuse to not call. Or miss call, i've got an abundance of free minutes! and drop a line when you're in the city! we'll catch up over lunch/dinner/coffee!!

By Anonymous misslydia, at 11:34 PM  

I really hate when u get the feeling that God's is playing one of His nasty tricks on u...
Don't i know it. :(

Anyway, be strong, buddy. I really don't know what to say to make u feel better but at least... i know how u feel.. somewhat... a bit.. a little.

By Anonymous Vince T, at 5:36 PM  

Lydia:

Yea i know.Sometimes i reflect too much on what has happend and whats going to happpend.Everything is quite ok just for a litlle issue that is bogging me.I wll be ok thanks for your concerns.Sure do i will call you..

Vince T:

Yea it feels like He is playing some nasty tricks but, you and i know he isnt.I guess you know this feeling to well.

Perhaps, I had expectations.Big ones about coming here.I was quite wrong in many sense.However, really hope that things will change here and there, bit by bit. A lot has happen since I was here.Lydia is rite that life is a journey.He granting me a chance to come here is a blessing.Just that I cant see it.Hopefully, I will see it one day.One fine day...

By Blogger BlurrY D, at 6:04 PM  

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Friday, September 01, 2006

.:Spring has Sprung:.

After months in the bitter cold antarctic winds,something sprung.Spring.A season where flower blooms and trees dress themselves with leaves again after months beaing naked.It has been months since I wore a polo out today.Spring its beautiful.The sun on your face with mild cool winds gently blowing.It's perfect.Not too warm , not too cold.A season where shorts , t-shirts and sunnies.I wish that the season stays the same.Happy and joyful.Unlike, the dying autumn and bitter cold winter.Too bad seasons change just like a seasons in one person's life.Good things comes and go.Even the darkest hours they too come and go.I am just all out happy that spring is here.Weeeee!!!

Here are some pictures of the beauty the season of spring.

A sea of flowers bloomed









The above photos are take by Yuki

Eventhough I got heap of assignments to do , I had to make sometime for a friend that is visiting Melbourne from Malaysia.Mr Kenneth Tan.So nice to catch up with him.Had lunch with Ken.Later we went round shopping.One of the best medicine to release stress and lonelness.I was great day out on the official day of Spring.

The Victorian State Library with people sun bathing and Making out.

Me and Ken @ Bourke St

P/S: Sorry that I took so long to update,caught up with something.....

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You wanna get sued izzit! Never acknowkedge my art work. POLICE!! TANGKAP DIA!

By Blogger Yuki a.k.a SnoW, at 10:13 PM  

soli lo...

By Blogger BlurrY D, at 4:01 PM  

ok la, Police tak yah lah tangkap Ah Kok. Pigi tangkap orang lain ni.

By Blogger Yuki a.k.a SnoW, at 10:59 AM  

:P i did my referencing....

By Blogger BlurrY D, at 1:42 PM  

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