Sunday, June 29, 2008

.:A New Day Dawning:.

Nights of Fire, was totally awesome. 8 very powerful nights of God's visitation.God's fire really rain down in church and it was filled with the Holy Spirit.People who was wheeled in wheelchairs, walked out of church without the need of being wheeled in a wheelchair. Testimonies after testimonies that testify of His grace and mercy.People were healed and the level of faith has up a whole new level.People are so hungry that every night was jammed packed with people.

His timing is perfect and God prepared me for the worst news.Ashley is with someone.God has revealed it to me the third night of the nights of fire.I just did not believe in the revelation. However, God has moved me to another new level of intimacy with Him. I was filled with bitterness and rage when she confessed to me.God intervened and reminded me of the Serenity Prayer.

"God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
courage to change the things I can,
and the wisdom to know the difference.

Living one day at a time,
Enjoying one moment at a time,
Accepting hardship as the pathway to peace,
Taking, as God does, this sinful world as it is, not as I would have it,
Trusting that God will make all thing right if I surrender to his will,
That I may be reasonably content in this life and supremely happy with Him in the next."

I rather surrender and prefer His will in my life.I have been wrestling with God.Its time to stop and fully live my life in faith.Is been a week, I have never felt so happy, joyful and peaceful.Everything around me just swings 180 degrees. I feel no shame, no guilt, no pain and no bitterness.It all happened for His glory.I just hunger more and more for His word in my life and to build my faith to a whole another new level.

I just want to take this time to thank these persons who have been there to talk, listen and mentor me in my toughest season in my life :

Mum, Dad, Sis, Syed Ibrahimsha,Bernard Lim,Carol Chee, Christine Hartono,Michelle Lim, Sarah Lim, Timmy Lai, Sern Liang, We-Ki, Eu gene, Kenneth Chan, Li Wun , Yu Yee , Andrea Chong and Grace Chong

A very big thank you to all of you....


what are brothers for man...

anytime anywhere...

just a phone call away...

By Anonymous Syed Ibrahimsha Ameen, at 8:01 AM  

Anytime, man. :)
Do I get your scooter?

By Anonymous we-ki, at 11:18 AM  

what are...sisters for!
ehhehe. no problem too :D
i'm happy to see you're doing good after all, loving God all the more!

By Anonymous u-ee, at 11:49 AM  

awww :) yes yes, anytime...mari mari consult me...btw those were trial sessions...future sessions are chargeable @ RM100 per hour :)

By Anonymous graceux5, at 9:22 PM  

Hang in there Adrian!!!
just hang in there........
i hope all's well


By Blogger Rachel, at 12:34 PM  

Syed: Thanks bro appreciate it

We-Ki: Thanks !! you got to ask my HR for the scooter does not belong to me.

U-ee:Thank you GDG eheheh...hope that your exams is all well.

graceux5:Hmm so exp hehehehe

Rachel:hanging in there...its all good and well *hugs*

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By Anonymous eG, at 11:04 PM  

ohh confession time


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Thursday, June 19, 2008

.:Mr. A to the Z:.

Now I am huge fan of Jason Mraz. His new album launch not too ago titled " We Sing, We Dance, We Steal Things".I would say the album is a bit out of his ordinary style.Still, he always have fresh new sound. Here is a song from him in his latest album - Lucky, a duet with Colbie Caillat.

His other hit single I'm Yours.... =)

P.S: I miss...


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Sunday, June 15, 2008

.:Painful Weekend:.

I feel like an old man.I am so immobile.Sitting down or going to bed is a pain.Both my knees, elbow, hips are bruised. I mean bruised. My left hip are swollen and bruised . My right butt cheek hurts.I cant make sudden movement while I walk or it is going to hurt.Seriously I don't think I should have signed up for the Corbis Futsal Inter Ad Agency Futsal Tournament.Man those guys are like rugby players.Its just Futsal.I just played 3 rounds and I am dead. Like I was riding a bike and a truck ran over me. Gosh! I got no idea how and I going to work tomorrow.Let alone today, I just wanted to kneel down and pray i can't even do so.I am so not going to play any futsal like ever again.

It going to be an exciting week ahead. Firstly, it would be Nights of Fire. No its not a movie. It's time where the church is called to be refreshed and seek a fresh anointing for every member of the church.I want to be a part of this revival that God wants to pour out, I want not just another event with God.I want to fellowship with Him and be in the process.The challenging part would getting there on time.Its starts at 8.00 pm and it will run every night for the next whole week.I really pray that I am able to get off work early to go for the nightly service.Secondly, I will be attending the long overdue basic doctrine classes that I always wanted to go. Its going to be a great 2 weeks ahead, in spite of everything that has happened. God is good and He has been faithful.

Lastly, Dad thank for the last 23 years.I know it was not a good start for us, but still it is never too late. The first shopping experience with just you and me was awesome.

P/S : I miss............


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Friday, June 13, 2008

.:I have the right to bleed:.

I cant stand to fly
Im not that naive
Im just out to find
The better part of me

Im more than a bird...Im more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
Its not easy to be me

Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home Ill never see

It may sound absurd...but dont be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed...but wont you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
Its not easy to be me

Up, up and away...away from me
Its all right...you can all sleep sound tonight
Im not crazy...or anything...

I cant stand to fly
Im not that naive
Men werent meant to ride
With clouds between their knees

Im only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
Inside of me
Inside me
Yeah, inside me
Inside of me

Im only a man
In a funny red sheet
Im only a man
Looking for a dream

Im only a man
In a funny red sheet
And its not easy, hmmm, hmmm, hmmm...

Its not easy to be me

I am not a perfect person, but I am willing to change...

P.S : I miss......


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