.:Too far from comfort:.
Why do I feel so uncomfortable? Why am I constantly down and feeling so lost? I had never felt so low in my life.I know I decided to come here , but it is so different from what I really expected it to be.Sometimes, I talk to no one verbally for days.I seems so invisible here, so lifeless as if I am the only person in the whole wide world.I am really trying to find something more than just a life here but a meaning of what this whole deal is all about.Perhaps, like a mate of mine said it is a test.I am sick and tired being sick and tired.I am hanging on the edge for far too long, soonner or later I will let go and fall. Come to think of it I rather fall than hang on cause it take more effort. I am left with nothing.Picture a house with empty decorations.That is what I am now.I just want God to fill me, i am thirsty fill my cup oh Lord...
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Joshua 1:9 - Be bold, and take courage, do not be afraid or be dismay. For the Lord our God is with you wherever you go.
You are never alone. He is just waiting for you to go back to him. Yes, you may not see him but if open up your heart, you'll be surprised how much you can feel Him.
Life on earth is meaningless if you do not have a direction or goal. Go back to basics...What is your ultimate goal? What are you striving for in the NEAR future?
Thanks adrian T...I am just wondering when will deserve my dreams...When?
when God thinks you're ready and when HIs timing comes to past...you know his timing is alwayz PERFECt...i used to have da very same question but i'm beginning to see signs happening...
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