.:All in a Dream:.
The past nights before I fall into slumber.I think about the past , present and future of this life of mine.Where am I heading? What am I doing? People around has been asking about why I am so emotional.The gang has commented that I have change into something they knew not.As if my lifeforce has been take away.Everyone has been telling me , I look green and pale.I am just trying to figure out this life.Everytime when I get my life sorted out.Somehow there will something that will rob it all away from me and I have to rebuild it up again.Through these years, I have grown tired of picking myself up again.Well aware that I am able to do so.However, I just dont bother anymore.
Seems like this life is a terrible dream.Smack me awake man! I have always dreamed of a life, simple and beautiful.It does not require the glittering gold and the shine of glamour.A comfortable life with finances that is able to support an upper class middle class life.A wife to love.Childrens that are adorable and drives me up the wall.Now thats a dream far of to future.Looking something closer, I dream to graduate in a years time. Work for a multinational firm that will give me a good pay and the essential exprience I need.Then 5-7 years down the road start a business.A vibrant business with lots of money to make.
Today at band practice , Dex forced everyone to share what going on in our love life.It was my turn and I just said S.A.D (Single And Desperate).Only kidding.Actual fact I am down because of my love life.Somehow things always turn ulgy.I never could picture a happy everlasting me together with that special someone.It just sucks big time.I always did dream of someone out there that could not just give me affection but also the support that I need.As behind every great man lies a great woman.I do dream of waking up in the early in the morning to make breakfast for her.Buy her flowers.Watching movies with her.Cook a scrumptious dinner for her on our aniversary.I find it more sweeter that way.Shower her with all the little things in life that I can give.Like giving her a massage to relive her of stress.Make her a warm cup of drink when her when her work drives her crazy.Provide her will all the support , hugs and kisses.Being on the giving end makes me feel good but I need to be on the receiving end.I dream that she would take care of me when i am ill, getting me medicine and fetching me a glass of warm water once in a while.Cook for me when I am not able to do so.Support me in the things that I love to like playing badminton.Go for jogs with me. Giving me random hugs and kisses.
All dreams for now, it is an era of silence for me at the moment.The best is yet to come, all I need is to belive in faith that everything I dream of will come to pass.Dreaming my new hobby...
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