.:Days go by in insecurity:.
Am I really worth it? Worthy of being loved and care for? Seriously what have I done to deserve what I am getting? Do people just love me for other reasons? I am just so sick and tired of you being undecisive , not focus in what you really need to do and being emotional over thing that does not really matter. If your friends get more attention than I do.I rather be your friend.It hurts so much that I cant bear it anymore. I am not as strong as I used to be.
You are all I want, all I need , my everything.I just need a glimpse of what you were. You have changed and I cant accept it.Am I no longer important? You said that I am extra special to you but dont feel that extra special treatment at all.It is always your friends.Why a I always part of a fool.What you are doing is a memory of a hurt I know.
Get your head straight , make a decision and focus on what really matters. You jump into something before you think twice and now you are slowly killing someone.You know that my door is always open come anytime you want, I will be waiting.
Lord, I surrender everything to you.All that I have all that I am.Guide me , My father in Heaven.Be there with me like you always did.I fall in to obilivion anymore, I want to be your arm and people that I love and care about.
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